Wednesday, December 16, 2009

5cc

So my last fill brought me up to 5cc and that was almost 2 weeks ago now. I did not feel much of a difference the week following the adjustment, but starting week 2 the fill really started to kick in! For example today I ate a really large salad, like one whole head of romaine and 3oz of chicken and the fixins, you know. I am so full and that was nearly 4 hours ago that I ate that! I am finally starting to feel hope"full".

I have to take a moment to "confess" lol I have been eating poorly the past few weeks! Not just choosing some of the wrong foods but more like eating a bit too much and not planning my meals which ends up in poor food choices and too much food! I've been noticing that I feel really bloated lately and I don't feel good!! I'd like to use the Holidays as my excuse to do bad things lol but honestly, enough of that excuse......the reason I am doing bad is because I am allowing myself to. You know it's a BIG life lesson to learn that you are the choices you make and I am fat because I am doing really bad things that are keeping me that way! *sigh* with that said...how is everyone else doing??? hehe

I am super excited to have a fill tomorrow!


5 comments:

mommyof4 said...

I havent been doing so great either, and I am also blaming the holidays. Sometimes I can't eat, but when I can I think I go overboard!!! I made some oatmeal cookies for my kids, but it was I instead of the kids who ate most of them. This week I am up 2 lbs.

Linda said...

Good Luck with your fill tomorrow!!!
Hopefully it will help you through the holiday temptations.
The fill thing is tricky...

Anonymous said...

I LOVE the new pic, you are loooking fab!

Jen from Oregon said...

Hope all went well with you fill :)
Happy Holidays

Liz - Lizzle - Libby Lou said...

I seem to be having the opposite effect! You started are sooooo strong and excellent and are just now wavering. I started out strong, wavered a long time, and now just back to doin' it all right! I think it's a part of the process we go through these hurrdles.