Life
So I am stuck....no not like fluid stuck...I mean like 217lbs stuck! I have been 217lbs since I had my unfill which was the end of October! Can we say frustrated!!!! Boy o boy am I frustrated. Honestly though, I am frustrated with nothing else other than my darn self! I have recently figured out that the only thing stopping me is me. I think I've been waiting for like this miracle band to suck all he fat out of my body haha but when in reality it's really just this tool of a band waiting for me to get moving!! I feel like I've taken a step forward in just realizing this alone, which feels really really good.
Thank the Lord I have another fill this Friday, because I could eat a house if I wanted to right now. I have absolutely no restriction at all. I plan to get .5cc my doc and I talked last time I was there and sort of came up with a fill schedule.....this Friday .5cc and the time after that .5cc and then .25cc every fill after that. Of course that will change if need be as usual. As much as I want restriction like yesterday haha I really really want to go nice and slow with this.
Anyone else out there with fill / restriction frustration??
3 comments:
OH HELL YEAH!!! That was me up until yesterday... I finally had .25 put in.. not sure if it upped the restriction a whole lot but at least it should help a little. Looks like you just have to wait out the time till your next one and try to stay on top of the eating (which sucks BIG TIME!!!) Sending good thoughts to your scale to go down! (blasted things - hammer anyone??)
I feel your pain, my scale didn't move for 3 weeks, then I got a fill and boom! Also I had missed too many exercise days and now I am back on track. Exercise is getting more difficult with all the holiday celebrations going on. Chin up!
I love that song "it's your life"!!!! You listen to Air1 or Klove? I love them!!! SUCH uplifting music!
I hope you find what you need in the next fill! We'll make it through! "This too shall pass"
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