Last Wednesday’s Weight: 189lbs
This Wednesday’s Weight: 189lbs
I know this sounds a little funny, but I am totally thrilled with my results this week!
So we had that little evil weight gaining holiday called Halloween this past week and I gave in to my chocolate weakness a bit. Halloween night I think I had 3 full size candy bars! What a cochon (pig in french) I am!! My Nana was french and always used that word so I use it all the time instead of saying pig lol. Plus, I only worked out yesterday and last Sat. at Get In Shape for Woman. So I am happy with maintaining seeing I thought I would have gained!
I am totally a morning person, I always wake up in a good mood but that doesn't mean I want to give up my sleep to get up early and go work out. I've been trying to talk myself into doing this for a LONG time now and it's just not happening. So what's a girl to do?? Well I have figured out that if I come home from work and eat dinner while watching TV....then I get lazy and don't work out so yesterday I decided I was going to go straight to work out as soon as I got home and then eat and it worked! I'm going to try that again tonight and see if it's something that will work for me long term because I really need something to start working. I am noticing at this point in my journey that I am only loosing when I am working out!
Do any of you have bad self esteem in your opinion?? I wish I could say that I didn't but if I'm being honest I'll let you in on a little secret...I have really bad self esteem and it all has to do with weight. I'm also one those people who really appreciates complements but never usually agrees with them lol. I don't want to turn into on of those annoying skinny people who think they are fat....anyone else ever have these emotions?
2 comments:
Way to go on getting into 180's!
my husband would tell you that I have low self esteem, but I tell him, it's not low self esteem, I'm just brutally honest with myself. I tell myself the things he thinks but would never say, but i understand what you mean about being skinny and still feeling that way about yourself. I do have this fear as well because my goal weight is what I weighed in hs, and when actually in hs I wanted to lose 30 pounds. So I'm afraid that I will still see myself as fat, as I always have even when I wasn't. hopefully having positive, encouraging people in my life now opposed to what I had then will help!
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