I am so excited! I went to get a fill today and told Corrine how I told feel anything at all when I what, I can eat whatever and as much as I want. So she said that she wanted to give me a whole cc bringing me up to 5! I was really happy that she wanted to do that because even at 5 I didn't feel much the first time around but I do recall feeling more satisfied at 5cc. I just want to start feeling something because it's felt like I have no band at all for over one month now!
I am still running...I ran for 5 whole consecutive minutes yesterday! lol I am SOOOO sore today lol but it was so worth it. I really feel like running might be my niche. I don't think next month or anything I'll be able to run a whole mile yet but I think if I keep at it I might actually become really good at it so I am excited! It doesn't seem to be something I dread to do...I actually enjoy it! I am also excited because my hubby seems to be jumping on the healthy band wagon. We actually bought a scale today that he could weight himself on... so he found out what he weighed for the first time in about 5 years. Thank God it was what he thought. To me it's scary not to know what you weigh because then you can just ignore the pounds that you pack on......that is what I was doing in the past! I think as I change my life he really wants to as well, at least I hope!
Do you have an overweight spouse or close relative??
So I am stuck....no not like fluid stuck...I mean like 217lbs stuck! I have been 217lbs since I had my unfill which was the end of October! Can we say frustrated!!!! Boy o boy am I frustrated. Honestly though, I am frustrated with nothing else other than my darn self! I have recently figured out that the only thing stopping me is me. I think I've been waiting for like this miracle band to suck all he fat out of my body haha but when in reality it's really just this tool of a band waiting for me to get moving!! I feel like I've taken a step forward in just realizing this alone, which feels really really good.
Thank the Lord I have another fill this Friday, because I could eat a house if I wanted to right now. I have absolutely no restriction at all. I plan to get .5cc my doc and I talked last time I was there and sort of came up with a fill schedule.....this Friday .5cc and the time after that .5cc and then .25cc every fill after that. Of course that will change if need be as usual. As much as I want restriction like yesterday haha I really really want to go nice and slow with this.
Anyone else out there with fill / restriction frustration??
