5cc

So my last fill brought me up to 5cc and that was almost 2 weeks ago now. I did not feel much of a difference the week following the adjustment, but starting week 2 the fill really started to kick in! For example today I ate a really large salad, like one whole head of romaine and 3oz of chicken and the fixins, you know. I am so full and that was nearly 4 hours ago that I ate that! I am finally starting to feel hope"full".

I have to take a moment to "confess" lol I have been eating poorly the past few weeks! Not just choosing some of the wrong foods but more like eating a bit too much and not planning my meals which ends up in poor food choices and too much food! I've been noticing that I feel really bloated lately and I don't feel good!! I'd like to use the Holidays as my excuse to do bad things lol but honestly, enough of that excuse......the reason I am doing bad is because I am allowing myself to. You know it's a BIG life lesson to learn that you are the choices you make and I am fat because I am doing really bad things that are keeping me that way! *sigh* with that said...how is everyone else doing??? hehe

I am super excited to have a fill tomorrow!

Snow Snow Snow......OH NO!

I live in Massachusetts for anyone who might not have known, right on the southern NH border. I am about a 2 minute drive to Nashua, NH (which is the birth place of Mandy Moore - - haha just thought I'd throw that out there!!) So the other day we got like maybe 2 or 3 inches of snow and although I wasn't happy I feel like I dealt with it well! Come on now you wouldn't believe how much snow we are experiencing today!!! They say it will range from 5-10 inches and 1 foot possible in some areas! Can I just tell you this is like my worst nightmare! lol

I know plenty of people like snow...and I like it too, for about the first 5 minutes and then I can't stand it! I feel closed in and unable to move, it really creates a debilitating feeling for me. I have a feeling a lot of people get this feeling in the winter and that is why so many people gain weight during the cold months. Thank you Jesus for my treadmill, at least I have that going for me!! However, the outside blanket makes it hard to keep myself motivated! Gotta keep that goal in mind!

What's it like in your neck of the woods????